Thursday, September 8, 2011

PFVS

Joshua with Grandma, wearing his patch.

PFVS.  It stands for Persistent Fetal Vasculature Syndrome (formerly known as PHPV - Persistent Hyperplastic Primary Vitreous), and Joshua was diagnosed with it at his two month well-baby visit.  It was an evening appointment, and we were scheduled to leave for Vermont to spend Christmas with my family a mere two days later.  At first I didn't understand why the appointment was taking so long, and then I was in shock.

While doing a routine eye exam (during which the examiner shines a light into the eyes searching for the "red reflex," which is actually light reflecting off of the blood vessles of the retina), our wonderful pediatrician noticed something awry.  His left eye seemed fine, but she couldn't get a consistent red reflex in his right.  She checked and rechecked, and grew quiet.  Something was blocking it.  We finally managed to wrench her concerns out of her, and she admitted that she was afraid it might be a tumor.  (And if this was the case, the concern was possible retinoblastoma--a rare ocular cancer--though she left out this part.)  She was going to make some calls and see if a specialist could see him immediately.  Given that it was after seven on a week night, we slowly realized that this must be serious.  She told us that we should prepare for the possibility that Christmas travel plans might need to be cancelled.

Ultimately we were told to proceed to Children's downtown first thing in the morning for him to be evaluated...we went home and panicked.  Joshua's days and nights were reversed and he wouldn't rest; we couldn't sleep; we were afraid that it might be cancer; we made each other more nervous.  Around five the next morning we left our apartment to journey down dark, icy, wintry Chicago roads to the hospital.  We had no referral so the intake person balked, but our doctor's office informed them that it was an emergency evaluation for retinoblastoma and we were basically seen right away.

And then relief came.  We praised God.  His symptoms were not consistent with retinoblastoma...instead, he was diagnosed with a rare eye defect called PHPV.  Surgery would be necessary, and there would be long-term repercussions...we didn't care.  We were elated.  I think Lance cried.  We were just so glad that it wasn't something potentially fatal.  Anything else, we could deal with. 

The breakdown of the condition is this:  as mentioned before, it's a rare eye defect.  No one knows what causes it.  It falls on a continuum of severity, and several symptoms may or may not be present.  These include micropthalmia (the eye being smaller than usual), cataracts, leukocoria (abnormal white appearance to the eye), retinal issues, and a variety of other structural problems within the eye itself.  The eye can be so profoundly affected that no vision is possible, or symptoms can be relatively mild and very treatable.  Joshua falls somewhere in the middle.

He does have micropthalmia, though is is very minor (about one millimeter of size difference).  The internal structures of his eye were fairly severely malformed...they were fused together and calcified; the doctors weren't even sure that his optic nerve was normal and functional (it is!).  He had cataracts.

About two weeks after his diagnosis, he went in for his first surgery.  I can't describe the difficulty of handing your newborn off to a medical team for surgery.  It was gut-wrenching, as was the wait.  All went beautifully, though, and at the end of the day we took our sweet boy home and he proceeded shake the whole thing off as though it were nothing.

Even better, though, has been the progress he's made since the initial diagnosis and surgery.  We see our specialists and technicians at Children's regularly.  He currently has excellent vision in his left eye, and very functional vision in his right...even approaching normal for his age range!  He wears a contact lens that he tolerates beautifully (this replaces the natural lens that was removed at 10 weeks), and we have very few struggles with it.  He wears an eye patch for approximately half of his waking hours to try and force the brain to recognize and use the right eye...so far, so good!

I wanted to share this for several reasons:  one, there is a real dearth of PFVS information online!  It's a rare issue, and it's challenging to find factual information, let alone personal anecdotes or support (if you happen to be reading this and have had a child diagnosed with PFVS or a related issue, feel free to email me...I also plan to add some quality links to other resources here in the future).  Two, some of you may notice online that Joshua is wearing an eye patch in some of his pictures, or that his right eye crosses occasionally, and we wanted to have a central place to share his story.

We're unbelievably grateful that our little guy is healthy and doing so very well!  He's making wonderful progress and we couldn't be more encouraged.  Thanks for taking a few moments to share our journey with us.  Be good to each other.

                                                                                        Love,
                                                                                          Lance, Amanda, & Joshua



I will praise the Lord as long as I live;
I will sing praises to my God while I have my being.
Put not your trust in princes,
in a son of man, in whom there is no salvation.

When his breath departs, he returns to the earth;
on that very day his plans perish.
Blessed is he whose help is the God of Jacob,
whose hope is in the Lord his God,
who made heaven and earth,
the sea, and all that is in them,
who keeps faith forever;
who executes justice for the oppressed,
who gives food to the hungry.

The Lord sets the prisoners free;
the Lord opens the eyes of the blind.

-Psalm 146:2-8a

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

Lazy Days, Winding Down

I can barely believe it, but summer is winding down.  More and more now I feel it in my bones...I'm getting ready for the crunch of leaves, football, new school supplies, our annual trip to South Bend, the chill in the air.  Fall is magical to me now.  I've always loved it, but now it reminds me of anxiously anticipating Joshua's birth.  It has a new beauty.

That said, we're not giving up on summer just yet.  The new semester begins for Lance *next week*, and we're determined to squeeze in a little more fun.

Along those lines, I've decided to reflect over some of the joys we've had this dwindling season.  Maybe it'll be futher motivation to milk the last remnants of summer for all they're worth.

I.  Vermont, Y'all!
We visited my family in Vermont earlier this summer (early June), and it was an absolute blast.  It's so restful for me to spend time up there...it's a beautiful area, and there's just something about being back in your parent's home, even for a short while.  Hot cocoa for the soul.  In fact, I wore a shirt the other day that I hadn't put on since the trip, and it smelled like the trip.  My mom's laundry detergent, the house, I don't know.  But it was fun.

The trip was fantastic!  The air travel was smooth...
Waiting for our flight in O'Hare

Wonderful, local pizza was had...

At Windsor Pizza Chef


Good stuff!

Family time...

Family Get-Together at My Parents House (Why yes, that *is* a bucket of wine on the table.  Why do you ask?)


Joshua and Cousin Luca.  Bonding!


Look at this kid.  I might pass out.  Too cute!


Fun times with Grandma!

Existential pondering (via a visit to a Revolutionary War cemetery in the area)...the inscription reads:

In memory of Mrs.
Rebecca Jewel, wife of Mr.
Ezra Jewel, who Died
March 31st, 1798, in the
89th year of her age.

Adieu vain world with all your fluff
For I've enjoyed you long enough
And now my Jesus bids me come
I thus obey him and go home

Headstone.  Amazing place.

Time at the lake...




And, of course, lots of fun with Grandma.  (Grandpa too, though he isn't pictured.)





II.  Baby's First Movie!

We recently took Joshua to see Winnie the Pooh.  And oh man, was it a success.  He definitely sat in our laps, ate animal crackers, and alternately giggled and clapped throughout the movie.  We could. not. handle. it.


"Doggie!"




Joshua and Kanga (see above)


The sweetest boy!


III.  Time with Friends

I get together with a wonderful group of ladies each Wednesday, and they are such a blessing. 

Me, Molly, Marie


Gina, Kristen


Sarah C., Sarah K.

(Shout-outs to Christie, Sue, Brookelynn, and Amanda W. who were missing!)  We were here...

Michael's...a great place for Chicago dogs and more.

...having some much-needed frozen yogurt on this particular occasion.  Love these ladies!


IV.  Downtown Adventures

Most recently we spent some time at Navy Pier.




Mommy and Joshua, by a tall ship.


The Tall Ships were docked there for the weekend (it's an annual event), so we viewed those and did a bit more trekking around downtown.  When I say a bit, I mean more like several miles.  You're welcome, cardiovascular system.  You owe me one.

V.  The Great State

(At my husband's request, I'm taking a moment here to also mention our Texas trip, which I will say was entirely epic.  I originally left it off the list because it got it's own post, but the hubs freaked out.  So there you go.)

So from now until August 24th, we're in summer mode. Speaking of which, I've got some froyo, a hubby who will soon be all-too-busy, and a sweet baby calling my name...

Thursday, July 28, 2011

Passing

Lance's grandfather passed away yesterday morning, July 27.  He was the father to my mother-in-law, the grandfather to my husband, a follower of Christ.  He was loved by many and will be missed.


 
“In the evening of life we shall be judged on love, and not one of us is going to come off very well, and were it not for my absolute faith in the loving forgiveness of my Lord I could not call on him to come.”  -Madeleine L'Engle

May we live and love well.

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

Camp-Outs and Vacations

I've realized lately that one way to dodge the creeping threat of daily-life-monotony is to pretend to be on vacation.  I think about how I feel when we set foot in Boston, Vermont, or any new locale, and recall what it feels like to see things through fresh eyes, unencumbered by routine.

As a result, we've been "going on vacation" a lot lately.  It's more a mental effort than an actual one, since we rarely venture far...oftentimes our vacations are as simple as a drive to a quaint town down the road to walk around, grab a snack, and pretend we just hopped off the train.

Recently, we were downtown for one of Joshua's regular visits to his opthalmologist at Children's, and we chose to turn our doctor's visit into a trip to the Lincoln Park Zoo and a nice stroll in the beautiful neighborhoods in that area.

This...

Children's Lobby...pretty fun!


A cutie playing with clinic toys.


Turned into this...


In case you can't tell, he's really excited about this particular vacation.


Blurry photo of a Sun Bear, mainly included because it's now one of our nicknames for Joshua.  We see similarities.

Last night it took the form of a husband and wife living room camp-out.  Admittedly this was more by necessity than for novelty (we're under heat advisory here, and just installed a window unit in the living room), though we chose to make lemonade.  We blew up the air mattress, popped a bunch of popcorn, and turned it into a movie night.  We did this a lot as newlyweds too, and it brought back memories.

Regardless of the form it takes, I firmly believe that it's important to try to be as present as possible in our days, and a great way to take steps in that direction is to see our moments through fresh eyes.  Drink it in.

Enjoy some vacation today.

Monday, July 11, 2011

Journey

I love to travel, but I hate the packing.  I inevitably save it for the last minute, and am far too controlling to allow my sweet husband to help much (what if--gasp!--he forgot something? OR PUT IT IN THE WRONG PLACE?).  So what generally happens is that I pack the night before, laying things all out on the bed methodically and by category, while trying to distract myself from the drudgery with DVDs (in this case, The West Wing), and bemoaning the fact that there is no way to pack *completely* the night before because you'll still need toiletries in the morning.  Sigh.

But then, the next day, as if by magic, I regain perspective.  We set our for the airport and the journey begins!  We're off to see loved ones/visit a new place/shake off the familiar! 

The stress of the preparation is rewarded with the likes of this...

Look, Mama!  Beach!

We arrived in Corpus Christi, TX after a lengthy day of travel with a 20 month old, and then spent the next few days soaking up the sun, frolicking in the pool, eating real TX BBQ as often as possible, and spending time with those who we get to see far too infrequently. 

Spinning cousins in computer chairs...

As it turns out, little man has great taste:

Just watch as I polish off this plate of BBQ like a pro.





Poppa (whose birthday the trip was in honor of), and Nana


"He touched you!"  Translation:  "Joshua put his hand on my face!"

Time with loved ones always goes far too fast.  We were so excited, though, to have the opportunity to pop over to Houston when our time in Corpus came to an end so that we could love on these sweet besties:


Erin & Cole, with new addition Miss Adelyn Sophia

These wonderful friends were kind enough to cart us around all over the place so that we could get our fill of the sorts of delicacies not readily available in Chicago.  Things like...

Spring Creek.  Oh good grief, this is such good food.  I'm salivating.




Los Cucos!  Best guac dip/salsa around...


And Joshua is a fan!  This baby ate a lot of chicken, rice, and beans.


And snowcones!  Can't get a good one of those in Illinois.





Joshua gets confused and thinks mommy is the snowcone.

Plus this little Addie pumpkin, who I could just eat with a spoon...


I'll give you a few other highlights, just for kicks.

"I'm so cozy in this towel, Auntie Manda!"


Not so sure...

"You're crowding me, Addie!"


A lil' Harry Potter watchin', just for grins.


Palm trees!

Kindred spirits




And so we return to our home-for-now, the land of Blago, blizzards, and plenty of overcast skies...albeit with a little extra vitamin D in our systems, happy tummies, and wonderful memories to sustain us.  Life is good.